hmmm... today wake up went to buy food fer my sis... haha than was so sian on the way haha... than went home eat liaoz... than go online using my sis comp... than was lyk toking to alex... haha... than go bathe than talk online fer awhile... than went out went ps than wait fer bus basket wait fer the bus so long... haha was damn hot la.. heng nv wear my G2000 top haha... than went church... than alex oso very clever... late fer 1 hour... haha than nvm i go help revive do abit of things haha than alex come than i go slack haha... than here comes ben haha... they have to serve mass... so i borrowed ben's mac than went online haha so sian was toking to joanne and my cousin... haha and edmund cnt take it sia... see ben's dp ish beckham say i put his foto as dp haha... *bish* haha... than was looking fer cheap cheap laptop but haha cant find haha... basket... than i muz go the place and see see look look... than after mass ben come baq than i dunno how to shut down haha than he come baq... than he play football manager... haha see the players running around haha... than i call him send in ronaldinho haha than the refree send him out haha but in the end still win ok... haha... than practice start haha go play the drum dunno how to play anyhow whack... haha than mass pract haha ours ish lyk 10mins settle everything haha... than slack was damn agnry over certains things la... than went to joanne's hse late but still ate haha was damn hungry la... than drank wine than beer haha than was msging cahrmaine than was lyk all singing stupiid songs haha so fun la but yet we are not drunk tho we planned to get drunk haha.. wth... but aiya alex say say onlii nv action :p than all go home... than was lyk left me jon ben and alex toking crap.... haha so kinky... than we all was lyk checking each other's sms inbox and sent wah not bad Alex this jiao tao... say say knn in the end still go baq the gong tao too strong... haha than went home at 2am haha so fun was lyk walking on the road and flag fer cab... haha heng the cab stop if not i will scold the driver la... than was crapping in the cab lorz... than alex went dwn than me than jon and ben last lorz.. came baq bathe than come online and blog... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
Out Of Troubles!!! haha ALEX should read my blog haah so suaning!!! :p

hmmm... today woke up er.. i think 3pm haha b4 tat dunno wad time cahrmaine msged me haha... than wake up liaoz... sock ling called me.. than call me go down than i went down lorz so sian than met my primary sch friend haha long time nv see him liaoz haha... wah singapore really very small sia... than after tat come baq... than was msging charmaine than watch tv than tv got no show... haha than off tv liaoz charmaine called me i thought who haha than after that, that was lyk around 6 liaoz than went to sleep... 7 wake up than my father called than went to eat dinner haha than while eating was msging her too haha... than came home vacuum the floor... than finish liaoz than sian lie on my bed... than nmow blogging lorz... so sian... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
Finally thought of it shall at least still talk to her la... if really circumscribe abit bad la...

hmmm... today wake up than alex called me haha ask me to go out... than i call my father to giv me money haha wah suddenly very good will giv haha... than went to meet alex haha... than wait fer him wah lau eh so long one... than meet liaoz go ps than walk to church than put some stuff dwn... than went to bugis to walk walk... haha than met alicia... i was lyk haha walk away... so thought very bheng wont see her liaoz than i was buying something than she see me basket... than now dunno y la juz dun really feel lyk toking to her liaoz... than nvm went baq church than eat tok than jon come... than they set roster fer the infant jesus mass... than i was lyk stoning... haha than set fin liaoz than jon have to serve mass... than i and alex crapping haha... than went baq to the chair there thought that jon's shoes lost than was lyk looking all around than it was with marcus wu wth... than haha... heng... than after mass we sat dwn fer awhile than went dinner... than here comes ben and joanne... than eat liaoz went to ps to buy tickets haha the show ish lyk 9.50pm haha than watch till lyk 12.30am... than waited fer joanne's father to come and fetch us home... than come baq liaoz try to on my comp but cant dunno why la... than now using my sis comp to blog... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
hmm... i dunno if i should really be distance from her ant... but hmmm...

Finally come baq from the servers board's retreat... haha damn tired... haha a retreat that i will nv 4get man... not onlii the decernment part ya... its all that happen during the whole 2days 1night retreat... was high after drinking alot of red wine haha... and toking nonscence in alex's romm when we were toking... haha and went to join the brothers fer their christmas celebration... really experience the community living la... is lyk everyone got their own parts to do and no one was left out... and we played concentration with the brothers... haha wah father thomas and father daniel is damn pro in it la haha... and father tom was blur haha... than went baq to our retreat "room" than sharing... than we call it a day haha all went to the retreatant's cells to sleep haha... than all go bathe... bathe liaoz gather in alex's room... than haha decide whether we should drink the wine that brother gave us but ya la in the end still drink la tats y i got high haha wad the hell haha... than today have sessions too but morning wake up than join father they all fer morning prayer than after that went fer mass haha first time in my life serving mass with shorts and sandals... haha so airy haha... than went baq ate breakfast with father and brother haha... than went baq to our rooms rest fer awhile... than whoa sessions starts... first one was heavy ya.. haha... than follow by lunch... than father anselm's session... hmmm than after tat tok fer awhile... than ended the day with a prayer... than talk cock... than went to jon's hse played dota fer awhile... haha... than went online... than after that... go home... than was msging charmaine... so sian la on the way home... than came home... go online... and MUSIC... than now bloggin lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... she haiz 4get it la... waste time... i shall wait with jonathan till the time come... haha mayb we will end up in the carmelite together haha wth haha...

hmmm... midnight... haha got mass than after that went to give out cards... than went to drink haha alex got drunk... haha i was abit high... wad the hell haha... than went baq church... than went to alex room... to open pressie... haha than went to joanne's room to eat... haha... than slet fer awhile... than morning went baq to alex room to sleep at 8am haha... than sleep wake up at 12pm... went to eat haha... met alicia... than she pass us roy's pressie to us... haha.. than went up to alex's hotel room to talk cock haha... than alicia went off le... than we was lyk crapping... than i felt very tired la.. than went to sleep fer awile... haha... than wake up whoa 3pm liaoz... than went dwn church to serve mass... haha so fun la the mass... haha... than after mass they all went home as usual i will be the last la... cos my dad always come so late haha... than my dad come le than fetch us home whoa everyone ish at my house haha... so fun than ate a little... than talk cock with my cousins... than drink wine than now blogging!!! haha :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
hmm... juz cant 4get her la... tho... haiz!!!

Wheeee!!! toaday woke up abit late haha... nearly late fer mass pract... but haha ALEX!!! ltr than me so haha i'm not in the wrong... :p haha... than mass pract starts... pract pract pract and pract haha than went lunch after that... than play pool with BEN nvm one day he will be very good haha... than met joseph!!! haha played woth him tho he lost but hes good... really i swear... can be very pro one... haha haiz i muz brush up le lost all my angles and form... wth... :p nvm than after that supposedly to meet charmaine at bugis... but in the end god dun wanna me go haha rain so big... wth... haha than went baq to the lan shop played CS with them haha so fun... than in the end paid $1.40 haha... so fun... than went baq church than charmaine say wanna meet haha than went to meet her... than walked around bugis... than jonathan bought his cards... than haha got nth to do la... than in the end all went home charmaine went to little india... than went boon keng to take mrt with jonathan haha... than he go home i take mrt haiz was damn bored than suddenly whoa alicia call me haha... so fun disturbing her... nvm shall not go too far... haha... than reach seng kang than took a bus home... than come home le... so check friendster... than now blogging lorz... :p wheeE Christmas coming...!!!




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... haiz... juz cant 4get her for some reason la...

today!!! wake up at 12plus haha... than went to my sch to buy books... haha damn heng that its open la... if not i really dunno when than can buy sia haha... than after that went lunch with my parents!!! haha than came baq home... got nth to do... so sian talked to alex and eugene than change the skin of my friendster wah lao the first time damn nice la... but accidentally press wrongly haiz... than now not really nice le... kaozZz... than went to sleep... sleep till lyk 6pm la... than wake up stone on my bed haha... than try to sleep more but cant... too bad la wake up... than look at my comp haha so many ppl tok to me... haha than went to look at friendster... than ate abit of cake haha... so nice... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... shes gone and i will let GOD decide who i will be with la... so hmmm how about single... not bad ar... haha... :p

hmmm... today... wake up at 1pm i think... than went to wash up than switch on my comp... so sian... haha than ate abit fer lunch... than watch tv chat... than went to bathe... than went out with my sis to meet my mum... than went to PS... wheee... at last i bought the G2000 shirt haha... and two pants from there... haha today hmmm... i think i spent $200++ haha... so fun haha... than after that went over to my mum's work place to buy perfume... haha... than walk around while my mum and sis go look at clothes... so sian la... listening to my mp3 walkign around... haha... oh ya saw raymond and alex at PS haha... than went to pay money fer my mums clothes... than wait fer my dad to come... than when he comes... whoa i realize we buy alots of things haha... than slept in his car... than went to eat dinner... than go home... hmmm come baq home unpack all those shirt... than switch on my comp... than log in msn... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... really wish that she can give me the ans... soon... haiz but i dont think she knw that i'm still waiting... haiz... still seeing her next to NEVER... :'(

today woked up by karthi's call haha... call me go do proj... haha so wake up liaoz cnt sleep la... than go brush teeth... than whoa its 12.30pm liaoz... than eat lunch... toked to eugene on the phone... than 3pm liaoz than sock ling say wanna meet me... than went down la.. than met her... talked for awhile lorz... than went to bus stop than met karthi they all than went to cut hair... whoa my hair so ermzz dunno hw to say but shaun said its classy haha wad eva la... haha... than went to serangoon north cos john wanna buy hamsters so cute haha... love them but cant keep my mum will scold... hmmm... than went karthi house do proj... than play comp came baq late than my mum scold haha wad the hell... than came home whoa juz nice dinner... haha... than eat liaoz... go check friendster... than watch my sch's band's videos... haha so kinky... than bathe... so now blogging lorz... haha :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... hoping that she will say YES... but still seeing her next to NEVER lorz... haiz i'm really dying inside but i cant do anything... hmmm...

today... woked up by my mother... haha than msg eugene... tell him to meet me... so fun haha than reach liaoz... than wanna go buy drinks... than he realize... that he never bring his wallet... haha... than ran baq to his house with him haha... than walked baq to kovan mrt... than met jonathan and alicia at boon keng than went down PS together... than bought king kong's tickets than go meridian play DOTA and CS... haha so fun played with shawn and sam tong... than went baq PS fer the movie haha after movie went to spp to meet alex... than went to boon keng eat dinner... than saw father peter there haha... than eat fin liaoz... than went to kovan buy christmas cards haha so cheapo la me... haha... than walked around kovan with alex haha... so sian... haha than went home at around 10.30pm i think... than took a cab from there... than came home liaoz switch on my comp... than go online... than check friendster... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
haiz... tho i nv go and ask her fer the ans... but i really do hope i will get the ans... and really hope that it will be a positive ans haiz... i juz dun wanna give her more problems by asking her fer the ans... and really hope that shes considerating... haiz... still seeing her next to never... haiz...

hmm.... as usual sunday go church but serving 8.30 so abit early la... haha than after mass very sick liaoz... than jonathan suppose to meet me haiz... he overslept haha... nvm... than went bugis to find jia yi basket go fin her than she with her friend... than aiya nvm go baq church... than after mass liaoz... whoa ben went in and serve which i didnt notice la... than after mass liaoz i changed to my formal white haha look lyk funeral parlour's worker haha... than sat there toked fer awhile... than went bugis to find food to eat... while alex is toking to some cath teacher... than went play DOTA haha so fun still the same got 1 kill haha hmmm... than went baq church late haha... hengz no practice if not we all die... haha... than went dwn to talk to alicia and eugene... haiz... than attend mass with them... was very sick la... than after mass liaoz... got some ppl frm other church came to spp to sing la... sing christmas carols... than they sang damn well la... haha i got nth to say... i can onlii clap... than gathered at rm6 than played some weird game la haha so fun... than time to go... than set off to the first hse... whee sing sing... haha second hse... than ORCHARD!!! i was screaming lyk hell la... haha than went baq church... than all no voice... than ahiz i'm sick hmm... so sianz... than went baq with jon ben alex and marcus... haha crapping all the way... than took a cab with alex lorz... haha usual routine... than he go dwn first than me... den reach home le... damn shag la... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
still seeing her next to never...

hmmm... today woke up early dunno why haha... than received alex msg... haha call me meet him haha but in the end i followed my father's car... so went there almost time fer the time we suppose to gather la... so haha no point meeting liaoz... haha... than start singing fer awhile haha than we tried OH HOLY NIGHT haha we made it than alex decided to sing it at all houses haha... so fun... than went to the first hse joanne's hse haha... than sing eat sing again... haha than set off to the next house late la... so haha went there very big crowd haha... so fun haha sang damn happily... than my solo... sobz sobz brandon sang my verse than i dunno wad to sing than i sing my verse haha tat will be twice haha... nvm... than set off to CSC... to sing haha had fun in the bus with abel around haha... so funny... than reach liaoz... haha so funny they say everyone leave liaoz haha... marcus best la him haha... but theres still a crowd left la so we still carry on la... hmmm... GOD really plans haha... than sing liaoz whoa... finally fin liaoz... haha... than eat abit la dun really feel lyk eating haha... so alicia called me than was preparing fer caroling than told her ltr call her thought that call was pretty urgent than called her after the whole thing but she didn't answer nvm... so she called me baq... than i answered... she say two fish dead... haha wad the hell haha nvm la... than joke around the bus haha i came out with this song called XIAO GRACE fer Aaron haha so funny haha... than went baq church... haha sit there tok cock... teach agustine english haha... so funny... than alex father come liaoz than he fetch us home than ben and jon went dwn first... than me haha reach home liaoz... than now bloggin lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
hmmm... told her that she have to serve penance fer dunno wad damn reason... that juz comes out of my mind... and i'm pretty serious... and the panance is... DONT TALK TO ME FER ONE YEAR!!! so ya... still seeing her next to never...

hmmm... today... woke up at 1.30pm.... hahaha... than realize that i still have to go dwn church... haha... wad the hell... than alex called me... haha suppose to meet him first... haha in the end nv... haha than sang a few songs... than break went to play snooker... haha lost again... basket all my form run away... haha... than went baq to church juz nice... haha... than went dwn... sang three songs to the church... haha... than set off to the one and onlii house today... we was lyk lost somewhere in town haha so weird... haha... than finally we found the house haha... damn pathetic la.. onlii got three person listening haha servers outnumbered them la haha... so funny first caroling lyk tat la haha... nvm la... than we walked all the way frm paragon to church haha... so fun... disturb nick fong haha... so funny la... haha finally we got baq to church haha... but those ppl behind went to kopitiam to eat nv call haha... nvm la... so raymond and i walked there too than they eat poor me no money haha.... :pPpPp than talked fer awhile... walked baq to church clear things than go home walked to PS with sean alex and jon haha talk cock haha... so fun... than jon went dwn first... than alex and agustine... than sean i'm the last haha so sian... than finally reach seng kang than took a bus home than come home le... here i am BLOGGING hahaha... :p *LAME*



Affairs Of The Heart...
still seeing her next to NEVER!!!

hmmm... today woke up at 12pm suppose to go do proj one... den... karthi msg me say today cancel... than stayed at home lorz... anyway my leg injured dun feel lyk going out... ouch now swollen... so pain haha... :PpPp than watch tv till lyk 3pm... than sock ling call me go downstairs... talk talk... haha... than i eat half way she call me go downstairs... wad the hell haha... than sit fer awhile than... her friend go gome liaoz... than she oso say wanna go home... than follow her to bus stop... than suddenly she say wanna come my hse... than aiya nvm la come lorz.. than have to walk baq again... haha... than come up liaoz... she wanna use comp... than go friendster... than we took photos together haha so fun we saw the friendster's pic got ppl take picture of thier hands we also take haha... than help tranfer foto into comp... than talk talk play play... than time fer her to go hm liaoz... haha... than she go home... so i continue eating... haha wad the hell the noodles damn cold la ate abit than throw away haha... than talked to her on fone fer awhile... than hanged up... than i go watch tv... till now lorz... if got more ltr than write la...




Affairs Of The Heart.....
still seeing her next to never...

hmmm.... yesterday... went to st mikes fer bbq... haha... so fun reach there alicia tell me they all 2pm reach... i thought i will be the latest one... but whoa theres ppl ltr than me haha... firstly we was playing throwin... haha than eugene come... than play with him haha he so blur... haha... than played passing... he oso dunno hw than was lyk i and joseph playing passing and ramming him haha... than went dwnstairs to help... wrapped the sting ray... than went to collect satay with alex... went baq st mikes... than started the fire... with alex... haha... i think this is the best fire that ive ever started la... but not really got la... too strong... haha... than sit there tok tok... than finally the food finish.. haha than went to clear up... wash floor my favourite... haha take water anyhow spray... so fun haha... than swept the floor... than finally its clean... haha... than sat at... the round table... tok cock... haha than eugene dont dare to walk out himself... haha... than b4 going up... we went to play monkey... haha than the ball went into the groto's pond... than went to take it out and i nearly fall into it... haha brandons shoes are slippery... haha nvm... than while running into the building i stepped on a stone... :'( so pain... than went up to watch movie... haha... than was playing cards... than was so cold in the room... so i went out... than saw justin and selina sitting there than went over and tok to dem... haha than after awhile alicia called me... haha... than went baq inside than we played heart attack... so fun... haha... than watch movie than i slept haha... wah daniel can actually watch a show... and he dun understands a single word that the are saying... hahaha.... than sleep... woke u at... 8 plus... haha went... breakfast... chocolate milk haha... than after that all go play soccer... haha so fun... fell dwn haha now leg so pain... :'( than plyed with other ppl that we dunno haha played so rough la they all... tho i'm injured haha... than walked baq to church played heart attack again... haha than went lunch at macs... haha than talked cock fer awhile... than went to meet sean take DOTA cd... came baq... tried to install... but theres this bloody dics cnt copy the things into my com basket.... haha nvm la than went to sleep... than woke up ate abit of dinner... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
Theres A Crazy Thing Called Love.... hahaha.... i see HER next to Never!!! haiz

just wake up onlii... so tired... haha slept at 7am dis morning last night watch tv till nv sleep haha... morning talked to my cousin online haha talked about sch... hmmm all can go jc and poly... haha i onlii can go ITE... than after that went to sleep lorz... than b4 that messaged alicia... basket haha wait till i wanna sleep than reply... haha... than sleep... hahaha.... sleep till now lorz... than come online... check friendster.. listen to songs... than now blogging... so fun... *abit in sleeping mode la anyhow type...

To Be Continue....

haha... ate dinner... than went online to chat... talked to charmaine and kleon... than play game fer awhile.. than my dad... make noise than i must go wash plate and mop the floor haha.... than after mopping... than came baq to my comp... kleon go sleep liao... haha so sian... nvm la still got charmaine... haha... hmmm... tml bbq... i dunno wad to wear... haha nvm tml than think... so bored now... haha... hey... IF u dunno wad to buy me for christmas... U can actually buy me a new addidas jacket.. haha...

today... woke up at 8 plus... last night slept at around 5am haha... so tired... than went church... than sat at the usual marble table... talked to able and gerald haha... than they have to go serve mass liao... than i went to meet aaron they all... than they ate breakfast... than after tat went to play DOTA haha so fun... improve liao abit haha... than still got i think $1 to $4 than we play CS... haha brandon top flag sia... i second haha not bad ar... so long nv play liaox... haha... than went baq church fer caroling practice... LATE... so fun first time late... haha... nvm i dun care... than sing sing sing... so sian than abel and i was lyk creating jokes out of the songs haha... i will never gorget ma... i saw mummy haha so fun... than after that i was like so sian... than at last caroling end... yeah!!! soccer... played than i was lyk so tired la feel lyk sleeping... haha... than we stopped at 3.30pm... than went into office... was lyk literally down la... juz out of the blue la... than listen to my ipod... than hai cnt take it la went out to the marble table again... to stone... than 4.10pm... went to the front of church... hoping tahat the infant jesus devotion will end fast... than can attend mass... than whoa... ended after 10mins... than went in alone... than here comes alex when the gospel is gonna end... than hai usual i will listen... than dunno why cant laugh la... thtan after mass saw alicia and mummy... haha nvm still as dwn... than talk talk... hmm... still as sian... than waited blindly thought that my mum will come in thte end she call me go over luckily they juz walk away onlii still at the gate there... haha... so heng... than walked to ps there take Mrt... felt so bad.. made them take the longer way... shld have make myself walk the longer way la... sry... *if she got read... than took the train... went to seng kang buy drink... than come out of seven eleven saw karthi and john haha... than talked fer awhile... than they have to go somewhere so i went home lorz... than came baq... so sian... than go into friendster... wah so good sia my granddaughter so guai write testii fer me... haha... than now blogging lorz... :p




Affairs Of The Heart...
hmmm... mayb i'm zi juo duo qing la... am i? onlii she knws it... so if it is... than i will be hmm dunno how to describe... theres this really strong feeling that he and she is seeing each other liao la... so... i guess there will be no more chance to me la... so if its lyk this than... i should really learn how to let go lorz... Gonna leave servers in next year's june after my confirmation... cos i dun really feel that i'm one of them la... so ya... i will request to step down from the board by next year's january la... so mayb it will be better fer me lorz... yup...

hmmmm... today was woke up by alicia's sms cos she send to the wrong person... haha nvm la than msg says call me to call her than i call lorz... the call liao talked fer alwhile... than a young boy cried... hmm... than poor alicia must go cool him down than we hanged up lorz... haha.. than i continue sleeping... than sleep fer lyk 1hour... my dog start barking fer no reason and woke me up than i cant sleep liao... haha than wake up ate lunch than sms alicia... wah she take ten years to reply my sms one lei... haha nvm la... than went online... talked to er... forget who liaoz.. la... than suddenly very tired... but still not yet sleep... than went to edit my friendster's profile... than wah cnt take it la... went to sleep whoa raining... but she still must go training poor girl... haiz... than slept till around 6pm... than my father call me go out eat but no appetite lei... haha oso dunno why la... than try to sleep again but cant sleep lei... than... called kleon thru google talk than now talking to him while blogging lorz... so ya... so short... cos today whole day at home la... :p



At Night...
hmmm... my father came baq... with food... haiz no choice must eat a little haha... than was messenging alicia haha shes falling asleep in the cab haha... so fun haha... :p *lame* than reaching choice le than she cnt sms cos shes one of the fascils so muz help... so busy ar... than... i'm very bored now la... so sian... got nth to do than played miniclips games oso very sian... than played maple fer awhile wah... worst la.. haha... i want DOTA... though i dunno how to play la.. haha... hmm... now listening to music... so... so... so... sian la... haiz....




Affairs Of The Heart...
i still dunno hw to let go lei... haiz... still thinking of her... why?... why?... why?...

Yesterday night had a quite bad quarrell with alex... haiz... nvm dun wanna talk abt it liao... but dis morning got scolded by alicia yup... so got woken up by her... la... she somehow gave me no hope on her la... and i dunno wad to do and as i have said i will never giv up till she tell me NO... and tats the way of matthew la... than alex send me a sms to apologise la... so its matthew la... i can forget things easily and can oso bring things up easily if i'm really angry la... and i accepted tat apology from him la... cos i'm not a guy hu hold grudges... than after tat in the afternoon met him and raymond than go play snooker haha basket still lost to raymond butn dis time round... onlii 6 points cos i really very long nv play liao... haha... nvm one day muz play with him again... haha.. than before they come was lyk waiting fer them so long sia... than talked to alicia on phone till alex come la... haha... so after tat... went down to church fer awhile... than saw ben... haha than disturb nick fong... hmmm... felt so bad promise alicia dun disturb him but i still haha but i didnt make him burst la... haha... :D... than after that walked to PS alone again... than took a train than called alicia again... to talk... than she was lyk whoa busy... haha but she sae very slck liao haha... than was asking abt bbq.. than i said i may not stay till the next day's evening... than mag... my mummy by name.... haha call me to stay wad the hell than i dunno wad to say la... as usual i will always say see how lo... haha... but i really dunno should i stay or not la... let me think first la... haha... :p than went to compass buy some food la cos i felt abit hungry la... than bought my favourite Mr. Bean's Cheese pancake... haha than alicia was lyk wah lau damn happy that i eat la.. haha... than boarded the bus... than talk to her fer awhile than she have to go do things le... so hang up than she say tok ltr haha but i dunno wad time la... haha poor thing la she... tml still got training than must go kallang from jurong haiz... but she say tml play game one so she wanna go... haha hmmm... than she will be damn tired la... than came home... eat liao than on computer... than now blogging lo... if got anything than update tonight k.. :p




Affairs Of The Hearts...
haiz i juz cant stop thinkin abt her... why and the way i feel was lyk i'm getting further away from the chance haiz... izzit so? shes gonna reject me? will she? haiz i'm damn scared... hmmm... sadded... haiz... sometimes i really muz learn to let go hai... fang bu liao shou... hmmm....

hmmm.... today woke up very early... 8am wake up liao i think bcos yesterday sleep too long la... haha... than i saw moii msn so many ppl tok to me last night... haha... all i nv reply haha... one call me tml serve mass one call me tml watch movie... haha... than call dem one having training... one sleeping... haha than too bad la... than i went to check friendster hai got nth... haha so sian than suddenly joseph come online talked to him... than half way went to change blog skin haha... than justina suddenly talk to me haha... not bad ar... so early got ppl tok to me... than alicia replied my msg... haha.... finally she tell me wad show to watch but abit too late la... gonna bath and go out liao cos serving mass haha... than went out... wait fer the bus aiyo can die la... so long... waited fer 30mins la... than went into the train thinking that i will be late la... but wah heng ar... reach there juz nice... haha... :p than after mass... walked over to PS... than go buy tickets... than here comes alicia from my back wah kenna scare by her la... haha than walked around PS... to waste time than went dwn to the basement than they buy food alicia call me buy something to eat but i said nope... haha... than went to buy liang teh haha... than time to go up le... than went up than i look at the time we are juz nice... than alicia tell me... we are 10mins early than i look at the time eh... i realize that my time is 10mins faster... haha... than go in liao i was lyk sleeping throughout the whole advertisement... than the show i was lyk watching it than sian... but some parts quite nice la... not so bad la... :) than after the show walked out... while walking out i was quite angry over something la... so walked damn fast and damn tired... than walked into the mrt station... than went into the train... with alicia, ben and jon than they all alighted at boon keng la... than i was lyk alone till seng kang... haha... reach home liao... so now blogging lo... :p *today got alot of than ar... haha... will always be waiting fer her...

haiz... juz com home haha nv blog the first few days cos went camp haha... whoa camp quite nice la... to me i thought it will screw up la... but it didnt really screwed up la... haha :p than first day suddenly got very big rain... than ended up all went in there late... so all programmes muz push baq... reach there and was shocked la... i thought the place will be quite small but its really damn big la.. haha first servers camp the place so big la... than reach le i settle dwn le than muz do inventory fer the chalet la... than haha one spoon lost la... and dustbin spoilt haha than reaported to them... than the rest went to the beach to play games so i went to the reception to do some paper work... after tat father and i went to the beach area to look fer them la... than haha by right i have to play one la... but in the end nv play haha... take foto so fun haha... played wad... giant dwarf and wizard... haha seans busted game haha... than after tat went baq to the chalet compound to play CONCENTRATION... haha damn funny la... haha... than after tat i was quite slack la... than here comes dinner from my aunt... haha wah its much more better than my con camp la the food haha... :p than 7pm dinner time... we watched tong xing yuan last episode haha lousy endind la... haha than after tat 8pm... we got er... dunno la 4get liao than 9pm watch tv again haha... the dancing show haha... than 10pm on i oso forget got wad liao la... than here comes my favourite time midnight... haha hai kenna pang seh again la... they went rekie fer night walk than call me stay baq knn haha... than still nvm suppose to marinade chicken but till they come baq... than chicken is still as hard as stones haha... than no choice la... soak in warm water lo haha let it defrost... haha than wait wait here comes 2am... still hard than wait wait 3am... still half of it hard... haha... damn stupid la... than aiya continue watching tv... haha than marcus... come out make so much noise... say wad chicken wing cnt put in warm water... wah lau lyk it will cook it lyk tat... haha... than slept at around 4am la... haha i and brandon no where to sleep... than squeeze into alex's rm... than sleep on the floor damn cold la... than at night change to long pants and where jacket haha... than nxt morning woke up at around 8am than had morning pray... and sharing...than breakfast haha... it was damn funny la... sean dip the whole piece of bread into the nutella wad the hell... haha... hai as usual i will not eat breakfast haha dunno why la no appetite... than after tat we all prepare fer mass... than father came at around 1050am la... than talk so much cock show off his mini sets fer the mass haha... than had mass at 11am... whoa after tat watch tv but i lied on the bench look at the sky with a troubled hearts... than waiting fer the lunch to come... than juz nice the lunch come than father lead grace than started eating... than pack up clean up the place... than started with games... haha played captains ball again... haha than tried touch rugby but they dunno hw to play... haha than we went to the street soccer court to play soccer than after tat we played softball with tabletennis racket and tennis ball... haha so fun la... after tat we go swimming haha... than went to the jacuzzi... wah the water damn shiok la... haha... after going into the hot water i went into the cold one wah was lyk freezing la... haha than swam till 5.30pm... than i and marcus went to downtown... to buy ice and charcoal... haha than went baq than we started the fire fer bbaq quite fast la... than juz nice parents come we started bbq haha... than the whole bbq sit there and tok cock... haha... than ended quite early la... than drank some wine... haha abel was lyk drunk la... haha toking cock la haha... than after tat all went baq to rms suppose to hav comm debrief than juz nice gerald, martina and father anselm com... haha than alicia called me than tok tok tok till dunno wad time than she have to go do her tuition homework... hai dunno why she do work so late one... than had debrief... than went baq to alex's rm to play cards... than alex say he wanna sleep... than we went to the living hall to play than felt very tired out of the blue... than all go sleep than wake up at 8am today than breakfast... morning pray cum debrief than played sean's busted muderer game haha... than suppose to leave liao than theys say wanna stay there and play cos got one more night than can stay there the whole day la but we stayed till around 2pm onlii la... than went to eat lunch than come baq hm la slept during the way hm... than now blogging... haha... :p

hmm... today woke up very early la... cos muz go church haha... than went dwn church... ate breakfast with my dad and sis... than went dwn church haha... than as usual i will always... look into church... than i saw onliii sean one server fer 0830am haha... nvm la i dun care oso... than after 0830am mass... here comes the 1000am mass... haha i'm serving haha whoa... than wah youth mass the worst one la today haha... no one come lo... haha... than after mass suppose to play snooker with raymond one but he went to play DOTA... than nvm lo i go eat lunch with them... but i buy liao eat half than dun feel lyk eating liao haha oso dunno y suddenly lyk tat... than went baq church... than play SOCCER!!! haha so fun the first goal of mine is lyk damn nice la... haha... than after soccer than we start caroling haha feel damn weird la... dun hav guitarist haha... nvm la we carried on lo... than ended quite early la... than went to buy food fer camp tml... haha... so fun walking around... crapping... haha than here comes alicia... than walk walk walk... than here com alex... haha than walk around looking fer wad we need... than when we go to the cashier than we realized tat u take alot of things haha... dunno hw to carry baq haha...damn heavy la lucky i call alicia com if not we all really die la... haha... than wah carry half way help brandon carry than alicia wanted to carry siao shes a girl lei hw can i let a girl carry so many things though i tell her to com carry la... haha :p than went baq church as usual we will sit around the marble round table... and talk talk... than one by one leave liao left ben joanne and me... than ben oso left... than left me and joanne than i was lyk taking foto of the new cross b4 father remove the gold part la... haha... so nice lo... than joanne poke me as usual la... haha than went out sit outside church the stairs there wait fer my dad alone agian... la... tha here he comes... than sit inside haha than saw aunt sandra in her care at the junction outside church haha... but going diff way la than go fetch my mum... than go ang mo kio... than ate dinner oso ate abit onlii haha dunno why lyk tat today la.... than after tat came home le lo no tokin to kleon... and chatting with alicia la.... :p... hai although i said relationship is a fucked up thing but i didn't meant it hai... hope she will knw it haha :p


Affairs Of The Hearts.......
hai... though u can see me with a smiling face and can crap around and that may be a mask... hai still quite troubled with her in my heart... but wad can i do??? nth... i can onlii wait... and see wad she say... i can give up everything fer her... though sounds stupiid... i am lyk drown with the word love.... hai... dunno wad to say la... mayb i dun even stands a chance now? cos of wad i told her the last time? haha it's all a dream if everything goes into the drain... is tat really love??? is tat hw u feel when u are in love??? HAIZ!!!

hmmm.... woke up by my cousin todae came to my hse quite early... than wake up... tok cock fer awhile... play rakion with kleon haha bastard always he win one... haha... nvm la had fun la... than my mum came baq... than had lunch haha didn't really ate much cos dun feel lyk eating so much... haha... too fat la... than my mum suddenly buy paint than muz paint the whole hse... haha but had fun la... haha paint here paint there... climb ladder... here and there... haha so fun... but damn tired la... than mum went out to buy dinner... than she came baq than my cousin and i was lyk eating damn fast cos didn't really fin yet muz touch up... than moii mum came with this "brilliant" idea ar... paint her room wat the hell... haha than no choice muz paint lo... than was lyk moii cousin and i painting... haha but u knw la i'm always a slacker... haha i was lyk toking online with everyone and running here and there... haha... jac alicia all the way haha... so fun... and she cant tok bad interesting ar... haha... than charmaine call me to watch wad... love story of havard... haha i think i muz go watch haha she say till very interesting... so muz watch... haha... than was lyk crapping with alicia and brandon... haha than after clearing everything... than talked to joanne... haha as usual la... she will be doing her work... haha than i will be laughing at her and crapping haha... than confirm the camp's food... than now haha crapping with alex on fone... haha... :p

after all the laughing in the face... crying in the heart... whoa haha... at last i'm baq to normal... whahaha... can crap alot le... haha... todae whoa woke up very early sia... at around 8am haha scared ltr overslept cos hav to serve funeral mass at around 10am... haha quite sad la the guy hu died no medicine can heal him hai... so poor thing.... than after funeral mass than got ang pao than once i touch the ang pao i thought $2... cos very thin... than i got shocked when i open it la... haha... $10 haha... but feel abit bad la... serve funeral mass fer ang pao than haha nvm... after mass than got board meeting hai as usual la i'm so slack that i always got no report... haha... but aiya since i'm gonna leave soon or mayb i will change my mind la... or aiya wad eva so juz make everything nice nice fer the servers b4 chrsitmas eve's mass ya.. haha... than after tat we went rekie the camp area whoa can u believe it...? terrace is bigger than bungalow... wad the hell haha nvm la... i will seriously try my best to make it a good one ya though i screwed up the last camp... haha... not shy ar... still dare to sae haha... after tat came hm by train so while in the train thought of it le la... cnt juz escape frm the fact la... so ya... she said god will plan tat will we be together... since she said it... than ya i shall wait fer tat day lo wad else i can do... and i will really wait ya i promise... :) after saying everything out in dis blog i felt much more betta lo haha not bad la blog is a very gd think haha... crap la... whoa today blogged so early... haha... really wanna thx to those hu care fer me in my lifee... haha thx... :p

todae woke up late haha and was late fer caroling practice... again... but alwaes so heng one lei reach there than they have lunch wad the hell... haha... than actually didn't fell lyk eating lunch but.... in the end still eat la... dun wanna get gastric... haha... after tat went baq church caroling practice... than sing sing sing and sing lo... than i juz felt lyk making nicholas fong cry la... haha at last i made it la... so fun... than caroling end le... as usual they will play soccer... than ya i will go baq to my lonely little hm la... than suppose to meet sock ling but she went baq cos she tired so bad left without me... hai... nvm than i came baq hm went online than nobody online wad the hell... than went to take a nap... so shiok wake up found out tat charmaine nudge me haha... than nudge her baq lo... than talk to her... online... than tok to alex about sumthing too hai i really dun wanna knw anything... and ya so if u understands it u shld knw wad happen la... so hai damn sian la now... todae onlii got so short la... cos nv go anywhere or wad... haix... :'(



hai i cant keep it in my heart liao la... without offence la... if i got rejected i wont feel so dwn la.. but the one which wanna be with her is moii closest brother... i really feel damn sad la... haix... really dunno wad to do la... dunno hw god plan one la plan till lyk tat... :( shld i leave my group of brothers?... do i still stand a chance? do u think so? hai i nv love a girl so much...

todae was still quite sad la when ever i think of her so ya... woke up quite early dis morning la... than went over to my aunt's hse to take sumthing than met alex... than we go find my mum together than ate lunceh near my mums wkplace also la... than went dwn to church frm there and its lyk we reach 30mins earlier la... haha not bad... than we cleaned vessels fer mass... than followed by mass pract... not bad ar quite fun... than went fer break... dam funny la... we go buy the 7 eleven's combo 1 haha... gulp and mashed patatoe... haha... than here coms the mass... than after mass got the skit... than was changed into a carmelite friar... haha me ben and gerald... than after the skit i juz sunddenly went dwn la... cos sum things tat happen to me which i dun expect it la... i felt the call la... or mayb its juz think too much... and after tat quarrelled with my mum again... and so reach hm with a troubled heart la... so now i'm blogging... i still love her tats wad i can say... and wad ever... as long as shes happy... i'm satisfied although i'll be sad... :'(