todae woke up late haha and was late fer caroling practice... again... but alwaes so heng one lei reach there than they have lunch wad the hell... haha... than actually didn't fell lyk eating lunch but.... in the end still eat la... dun wanna get gastric... haha... after tat went baq church caroling practice... than sing sing sing and sing lo... than i juz felt lyk making nicholas fong cry la... haha at last i made it la... so fun... than caroling end le... as usual they will play soccer... than ya i will go baq to my lonely little hm la... than suppose to meet sock ling but she went baq cos she tired so bad left without me... hai... nvm than i came baq hm went online than nobody online wad the hell... than went to take a nap... so shiok wake up found out tat charmaine nudge me haha... than nudge her baq lo... than talk to her... online... than tok to alex about sumthing too hai i really dun wanna knw anything... and ya so if u understands it u shld knw wad happen la... so hai damn sian la now... todae onlii got so short la... cos nv go anywhere or wad... haix... :'(



hai i cant keep it in my heart liao la... without offence la... if i got rejected i wont feel so dwn la.. but the one which wanna be with her is moii closest brother... i really feel damn sad la... haix... really dunno wad to do la... dunno hw god plan one la plan till lyk tat... :( shld i leave my group of brothers?... do i still stand a chance? do u think so? hai i nv love a girl so much...