Yesterday night had a quite bad quarrell with alex... haiz... nvm dun wanna talk abt it liao... but dis morning got scolded by alicia yup... so got woken up by her... la... she somehow gave me no hope on her la... and i dunno wad to do and as i have said i will never giv up till she tell me NO... and tats the way of matthew la... than alex send me a sms to apologise la... so its matthew la... i can forget things easily and can oso bring things up easily if i'm really angry la... and i accepted tat apology from him la... cos i'm not a guy hu hold grudges... than after tat in the afternoon met him and raymond than go play snooker haha basket still lost to raymond butn dis time round... onlii 6 points cos i really very long nv play liao... haha... nvm one day muz play with him again... haha.. than before they come was lyk waiting fer them so long sia... than talked to alicia on phone till alex come la... haha... so after tat... went down to church fer awhile... than saw ben... haha than disturb nick fong... hmmm... felt so bad promise alicia dun disturb him but i still haha but i didnt make him burst la... haha... :D... than after that walked to PS alone again... than took a train than called alicia again... to talk... than she was lyk whoa busy... haha but she sae very slck liao haha... than was asking abt bbq.. than i said i may not stay till the next day's evening... than mag... my mummy by name.... haha call me to stay wad the hell than i dunno wad to say la... as usual i will always say see how lo... haha... but i really dunno should i stay or not la... let me think first la... haha... :p than went to compass buy some food la cos i felt abit hungry la... than bought my favourite Mr. Bean's Cheese pancake... haha than alicia was lyk wah lau damn happy that i eat la.. haha... than boarded the bus... than talk to her fer awhile than she have to go do things le... so hang up than she say tok ltr haha but i dunno wad time la... haha poor thing la she... tml still got training than must go kallang from jurong haiz... but she say tml play game one so she wanna go... haha hmmm... than she will be damn tired la... than came home... eat liao than on computer... than now blogging lo... if got anything than update tonight k.. :p




Affairs Of The Hearts...
haiz i juz cant stop thinkin abt her... why and the way i feel was lyk i'm getting further away from the chance haiz... izzit so? shes gonna reject me? will she? haiz i'm damn scared... hmmm... sadded... haiz... sometimes i really muz learn to let go hai... fang bu liao shou... hmmm....