Alright! Today woke up late like 1pm? Then slacked around at home. Talked to Emily online and Nadine as well. It's Selina's birthday! What should i get for her?? A dress?? What else? Haiz! Headache la! How!? One thing already no money but why uh? i just dont understand myself. Even that day at the KTV Tony asked me to go for her but i just replied " She's a nice girl, i dont want to spoil her". What the fuck man? WHY?? But i had fun after she came. Before that it was like i dont know whyh am i there maybe its just Jia Yi's birthday so i went. But it was totally different when she came. Most probably it's just me who set up the one sided love. Thats why. I dont have the guts to tell her. All i can do is to... Maybe when she read this?? Or she might avoid me i dont know la. Okay... Enough. No where to go today. Damn sian! Gonna stay home till tonight when i meet Mark. Dont even know if i can get out of the house la. Fuck! HAHA. I shall stop here then.




I'm a bad guy. I dont want to spoil someone's life. So i'm not an example to follow. I never want anyone, any of my good and close friends to follow my foot step all you will know is regret thats all there are no fun in the way i used to live in.


I want to change that's all. Hmmmm.