Today...

Work!!! Tired seh... Knee still pain.. Dont know why also... Sian!!!

Miracle... She called me... Asked me to buy cookies for her... But of course i gave it to her instead of asking her to pay right?? But i really just took is sia... Never buy... So broke already... No cash... How to buy da???

Was happy yet sad... Was down after seeing her with some ah bengs.... I'M FEELING JEALOUS!!! SIGH!!! She told me that she's having stomachache... She was down... By judging all the smses that i sent her and the way she replied... Either she HAVE a boyfriend already OR something major did happened to her... But today when i met her, she was able to LAUGH!!!

I felt so cheated... So much of worrying about her... PLEASE!!! I BEG HER!!! TELL ME SOMETHING!!! At least i know what's happening... If she's really seeing someone, i wont bother her anymore... But why is she not replying me???

Why am i feeling jealous, worried and sad??? WHY???

SOMEONE TELL ME LA!!!

I was actually contemplating if i should go club on wed.. Because i thought of her... I promised myself... If i really fall in love with someone i'll never go club anymore... Am i really in love with her?? OH GOD!!!! PLEASE!!! give me an ANSWER!

I dont want to live in such a bothered life!!!

I guess i'll just get myself wasted tmr then... No one cares for me as well... Let IT be...