The One and Only
Matthew Marcellinus Chua
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Alright...
Haven't been blogging... haha... Shit had happened in school... i have left ktp... BUT!!! Having bigger plans... When it's up then i shall post it.. haha... Hokay.. School sucks... Life's worst... 1 more month!! die die must tahan... haha. Anyway, i'm like worried for Eefennie... But i feel that i've been over the limit by interfering her life... I think she's mad at me... i'm really sorry... i just dont want you to go through shit again... i really how that she'll understand... =)) Haven't been resting well recently... Damn tired... Gonna sleep the whole day after school later on... i'm like totally broke now... NO MONEY LA GENG!!! haha... Oh i went batam as well it was a fun one night trip despite being cheated 30 bucks by the fucker at the custom... haha.. Oright shall stop here... =))
i'm going crazy soon man...
my dad didn't pay for the internet... At home got no internet to use... DAMN SIAN!!! Finally can get over her abit sia... FUCK!!! She's angry though... But i'll seriously miss her... =)) PAY HAVENT COME IN LA!!!! SIAN!!!!
SIGH!!!
Friday go BBQ... Kenna Summon from NEA... $200... Fucking suey... Anyway.. It was fun damn easy to get my classmates high... HAHAHAHA!!! But fuck uh... Not enough Alcohol sia... Damn sian... The bbq drinking wise was fun la... But the people sian uh... HAHAHA... I decided to forget about her... Since i'm like one of those that she block in msn... Delete msg after seeing dont even bother to reply... haha... I was so dumb... Get myself into stupid things that made me sad... So much more to go thru in life ma... bye blog... =)) Went to work... As usual online in the morning... Chat with EEFENNIE... Bathe all then go WORK.... Was late 15 minutes... BUT!!! Got FUCKED!!! hahaha... Nothing much happened today... Just that i bought Sinapore's Cigg... EXPENSIVE uh geng.... She called me today... Asking if i'm going to mac... When i reach mac... She's gone... But when i message her... She doesn't reply... I want to know what she's thinking... I want to know what happened to her lately... BUT... If its a one sided love... I want to forget her... Why is it so tha she's ignoring me?? Why la??? She didnt even say anything man.. If accidents are the only time that i'll be close to her... I'm willing to get into millions of accident... sigh.... =(( Bye blog... Love ya... Woke up this morning , just sat in my bed, 8 a.m first thing in my head, is a certain someone, who's always on my mind, she treats me like a man in everyway , she smiles and warms me throughout the day, should I tell her i love you, wish i knew what to say! Could this be love that I feel, so strong, so deep and so real , if I lost you would I ever heal, could this be love that I feel? The way she looks, so deep in my eyes, our hearts are so warm, I just wanna cry, then she's so hardworking, she wants to be someone. Should I tell her that I love you , what if she doesn't say it too , i'm getting so nervous, what should I do Could this be love that I feel, so strong, so deep and so real, if I lost you would I ever heal , could this be love that I feel? Will it be my turn, two hearts beating together as one, no more loneliness , only love , laughter and fun Could this be love that I feel, so strong, so deep and so real, if I lost you, would I ever heal, could this be love that I feel? Could this be love that I feel?.... A song i changed the lyrics abit here and there... This is how i really feel this song really hit my head man.. hahaha Straight in my face sia...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...
maaf zahir batin... Alright... It's 5.20AM now.. Just got home not long ago from work... Very Tired indeed... Hokay today woke up at 3.30PM... Went online.. Chat with Mamat... Spent the whole time apologising to MISS EEFENNIE FAM!!!! =)) I still owe her a eyeliner photo man...!!! Gonna look like shit in that photo!!! Oh GOD!!! haha. Then OFF to work at 5pm... But i was late again... When i reach my house's bus stop the bus ciao... SIAN!!! Then when i want to take the train the train CIAO!!! hahaha... Suey la... Many funny people i've seen today at work man... China Boys!!! Took me 15 minutes to finish ONE order!!! WAH!!! The longest order that i've taken so far man!!! Add this and that end up two foot long sandwich cost them 26++... RICH guys man!! haha... Gonna wake up at 4 for work later again!!! Lucky Thur - Sat OFF!!! haha!!! Enjoy myself like an ass man... Fri got BBQ pit with my class... Sat going sentosa with my classmates... Thur rest day!!! =)) Happy like fuckk... Hokay i've come into a conclusion that i shall stop thinking too much la uh about her... Everytime when i've nothing to do keep thinking make myself worst only... Lucky ade brothers mcm MAMAT, MARK dgn SHAHRUL ehh.... BORED!!! Should lepak soon with mamat, mark, shahrul and apai soon man... Long time never see mark and apai la!!! hahaha. Bye Blog!!! |