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The One and Only
Matthew Marcellinus Chua
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Hokay, went to madinathul met Nen, Shahrul, Yan and Farleeq. Lepak there makan makan. Then adventure canceled cos short one bike. So Shahrul and i went to meet Mark at his void deck. Then come ah neh and charlse. Lepak there chit chat. Then it was time to go homey. So came home. Damn bored now sia. Cannot sleep. I'm becoming like an owl man.
Shit uh. cam back late. Supposedly send Eefennie her songs. I'm sorry!!! =)) Anyway, tmr meeting Alex for dinner. Long time never see him man. haha. Alright update tonight.
YESTERDAY!
Went to school. Gary drove me to school sia! HAHAHA! Last day of school man. Took many many photos. Uploaded in friendster. Then went to meet Jun Jie. Took photos again. After that accompanied Gary to Tiong Bahru return car. Came home sleep. Woke up at night then went to madinathul met Nen, Yan, Farleeq and Shahrul. Then went out for awhile. Then went to mac for awhile met Mark then Shahrul went back home took his XboX went to mark's house play till this morning 10am. Came home sleep. Woke up now. Doing nothing hahaha! Tonight meet them again. Then GOING ADVENTURE!!! HEHEHE! Update tonight. =))
Hokay... Havent sleep since last night. =))
Went school had lessons retook my test. Then had lunch break. Then went back for lessons again. It's actually revision though. But it's kind of important to me now. Cos never listen in class. HAHA! Rabak seh.. Alright shall stop here i wanna go sleep already. =))  I made myself Hot Chocolate! =)) Hokay yesterday.. I was home the whole fucking day till Shahrul called at 6pm. Asked me to follow him to scout XBoX 360's game. Then met him went to Ang Mo Kio, Toa Payoh and Kovan. He bought MotoGP 08. Fun sia!!! HAHAHA! Went to his house to test it. Then came home had dinner then went to Farleeq's workplace to meet him. Then went to Madhinatul at 10pm. Lepak there. Everyone was there including Raimi. HEHE! Then went back at around 1am. Was home doing nothing again man. Called Dominic to talk talk talk. Then tried to sleep but cannot. Eefennie FAM!!! is not answering phone callS again. HAHAHA! Then Dinesh called his friend's SP cannot start then went down to help. Lepak with him then went to his house he idiot forget to bring his keys. Then we like robbing his house like that trying to find his key at his house. Then finally we found his grandma's bag then got the keys. We opened the door just to smoke one stick of cigg seh. HAHA! Then came home talked to baby for awhile. She was damn damn tired. Dont know what she do also. HAHAHA! I'm so into the song by The Click Five again. POP PRINCESS. =)) Then now have to stay awake have to go school later man. EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM!EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! EEFENNIE FAM! (I said i'm so gonna blog about your name!!!) HAHAHA! "Pop Princess" I lost myself at your show last night Looking at the sparkling eyes In the middle of a fresher crowd You keep living like you're a movie star But tell me who you really are When the lights go down Baby your a glitter doll On the radio I dissolve In the stereo You've got me You've got me coming back for more Pop princess hold my hand Pop princess I'm a fan Pop princess I need you now Freak me out turn me inside out Pop princess make me smile Pop princess drive me wild Pop princess I need you now So baby turn your love up loud You were hiding in a darkened stall Waiting on your curtain call Getting your piece of mind But I was looking past the glossy stare I knew who was really there And I'd like to spend some time Baby you're a glitter doll On the radio I dissolve In the stereo You've got me You've got me coming back for more Pop princess hold my hand Pop princess I'm a fan Pop princess I need you now Freak me out turn me inside out Pop princess make me smile Pop princess drive me wild Pop princess I need you now So baby turn your love up loud Baby girl I think you're radical But you're a star and I'm fanatical Can we start something new Just between me and you Pop princess hold my hand Pop princess I'm a fan Pop princess I need you now Freak me out turn me inside out Pop princess make me smile Pop princess drive me wild Pop princess I need you now So baby turn your love up loud Pop princess ohh Pop princess ohh So baby turn your love up loud Pop princess ohh Pop princess ohh So baby turn your love up loud Pop princess ohh Pop princess ohh So baby turn your love up loud Pop princess I need you now So baby turn your love up loud
Yesterday, woke up kind of late though. Watched friends. Then went to meet Nen and Shahrul. Then came home. I was seriously bored like mad. Oh met them then we went to Fantasy Zone some game shop. We then played guitar heroes there. HAHAHA! It was Hilarious. Estella called me. Then i went home. Shit man she watched Madgascar 2 already. HAHA! Then messaged her at around 11 i think. Then message message... Then here comes the taking 10,000 years to reply time.
Now, just finished watching friends. I'm at Season 3 Episode 25 now. I actually watched 10 episode since 12am. HAHA! Shall carry on soon. Now i guess i'm gonna sleep then. Eefennie is not replying me in msn though. I think she FELL ASLEEP. =|  Yan's Engagment.  MAYHEM! Okayee... Today wake up came online. Then chatted with Serena. A somehow long lost friend of mine. =)) Then watched one episode of friends went to bathe. Head out to Yan's place for his engagement. Then lepak there. Around 8 left there went to his fiance's house. Lepak jap then went back home. Haha. Sounds like a short day but whole day i'm out sia. haha! Damn bored now i think gonna sleep soon. Baby's not picking up my phone calls. hahaha!!! (she's gonna ask me to remove this later =X) Tmr going to Changi Airport to study man. Oh talked to Estella online though. Miss her =X. She seems to be happy this way so shall leave it like this la uh. Maybe all along i was just playing along with the one sided love of mine. Hahaha. Nevermind la. I'm now out of the blue listening to praise and worship. Gua religious man pe... =)) Anyway i really need a job man. I'm dying. Mamat and Apai spotted my pattern sia. Lucky they tell me sia. Or else i'll be like a lost boy. I'm a person who will spend my last portion of my money to enjoyment. Gotta stop this sia!!! Alright good luck to myself man.
Today~~~
Went to school! Presented our project. I think we're so gonna get borderline results. Die la!!! Sigh.. Sad seh. Then went to ate lunch i was damn hungry i dont know why also. After lunch had a class test at 1.30pm. Finished the test went to cafe 1 with Jun Jie, Jenson and Bing Xun. Talked for damn long then they ate. Went back around 4pm. Met Shahrul at mac. Mamat came down randomly as well. HAHA! Came home. Went online. Then surfed the net for awhile. Suddenly thought of so called remember what people used to call me. Jovial, everyone thinks i'm very chill happy go lucky very cheerful then no one thinks that how am i feeling behind. haha. i'm so i dont know what to say la.
Hey hey... Today went school then stayed home the whole day damn tired. HAHA!
After last night, i dont know what the hell am i thinking. I kept thinking about her sia!!! How la?? AIYO!!! haha. Alright. Nothing much happened today so only this short. hah! Alright. Today i went school like 2 hours late boy!!! HAHA. Then went for classes. Lame lessons. Boring gila punya. HAHA~ I'm getting more and more happy day by day!!! Cool sia!! HAHA! I think i really need to get a job quick man. Stop giving myself so much time to think of other shits. HAHA! Gua nak KEJE!!! Today dont know why so happy sia! I'm like listen to Milliontears techno seh!! HAHA! Alright nothing much happened today la. After school went mac met shahrul then amzar came down also. So slacked there till 8pm then walked home. Damn tired tapi malam ni other programme geng. HAHA! Gotta study man! Exam's coming. Good luck to me man!!!
Hokay......................................................
Morning went school. Presentation changed to thur morning. So can relax abit now. Came home rest i was damn tired sia. Watched friends finally at Season 3 Episode 11. From evening watch till 10pm then went to buy cigg. Slacked at mac for awhile then came home. Saw Estella just now. Sigh. Last time after she took care of me after the accident, whenever i go drink whenever i'm with other girls in pubs i'll feel damn guilty uh. Whatever i did wrong i'll feel guilty. After she took care of me that night, she drifted away from me. I was so sad. The reason that i dare not to tell her is that, she's my friend. i'm afraid of, if i tell her it doesn't goes well. It will be very awkward to see each other again. What the hell am i thinking sia... SO NOW. I have to get over it and stand up again sia. If i were to feel down all the way. I'll just die. Hope everything will be fine for her here and there. =((  Cool ke pe?? Mamat and me in shopping centre.. HAHA!  I was really really damn bored uh..Today, the whole day i stayed home. Finished up the last bits of the Final Year Project of the presentation. Then went to buy ciggs and dinner. That Pack of Chicken Cutlet Fried Rice i bought i took 2 hours to eat it. When i'm damn freaking full already, i havent even finished it la. Was watching Fantastic four too. hahaha! I'm really damn bored sia the whole day. Went out for like 30 mins to buy cigg and dinner. Nothing special happened today. Tmr school Sian!!! =)) Later at night... She talked to me again. Sigh. I dontknow man... She seems so far. I'm feeling very down now... What should i do?? Just tell her?? Am i suppose to just tell her or i should oh she hurt me.. Dont care. Walk away.. SIGH!!! FUCK SIA!!! I'm seriously in love la sial! I actually cutted down on my drinking sia. I ever promise myself sia. If i were to be in love i'll stop drinking heavily and no more clubbing. What should i do now?? 4.43AM. Sigh... When i wake up... On msn i saw a very long message from her... I'm really damn sad. I replied then if she really want to ignore me then i can't do anything also uh... all i can say is that i'll really be missing her... i'll really be damn sad... sigh... Hope everything will be fine for her man... shall continue tonight... i'm damn sian... i'm damn fucking down... Continue tonight... Hokay, went for Mark's gig... Good show mark!! hahaha. Basically The Arrant End going well man... After Sky in Euphoria i left then went for Nen's chalet... BBQ!!! hahaha. Shahrul, Farleeq and me CAN COOk okay... haha. Then slacked there makan makan chat chat.. Then left at 1plus. While walking out of the chalet area i saw the kodak machine so went to print A photo.. Then took a cab home with Farleeq. Now watching friends and talking to Bing Xun online. =)) 4.21AM.  Pics on my wall. =)) Gonna print more and stick...
What a great day mann...
Supposedly go enroll then canceled COS i have to accompany SOMEONE to go get a bag and look for a laptop... Was rushing here and there just not to be late to meet her... All she did was, "Eh, think dont go today liao." THANKS UH!!! Rushed here and there for nothing... You made me feel as if you have NO ONE ELSE to accompany you THEN YOU CALL ME.. What am i to you sia?? I was damn fucking PISSED la... SIGH~~~ I had no mood the whole fucking day... I screwed jamming upp... No MOOD AT ALL LA SIAL!!! Gua dah malas nak sayang kan dier tau.. All i did and this is what i get... What for care so much... Then i myself get hurt... FUCK THE WORLD!!!  ~EFFY & MATT~HOKAY... Went shopping with EEFENNIE the other day she bought 2 tops one skirt and one pair of sandals... hahaha. It took 3 hours... =)) *I'm not COMPLAINING* For the past few days have been doing NOTHING!!! I'm sick abd BABY you should really come and take care of me... Later i die how?? hahaha... I'm so bored.. Today followed AH NEH to harbourfront to buy ferry tix to indonesia.. Then went to cine subway to see if i'm terminated. Then wanted to go meet eefennie but was very very drowsy so i went back.. See doc.. TWO DAYS MC!!! haha. Then went to eat dinner. Then came home... Talking on the phone with her... She wants to sleep... But she also want to read... HAHAHA =PPP..
Love ya baby... =))
Hmmm... Today wake up sick!!! Till now also got runny nose..
Then bathed went to mac to meet Estella.. Saw Poh Yong there... Then studied together for awhile.. Then Estella came. Then went back in studied for awhile then went dinner with her and shi ling and her parents. After dinner went back to mac. Then i found out that Farleeq broke up with Fifi. Then i have to leave Estella alone in mac then went to the outside to talk to Farleeq. Then when she left i feel odd. I seldom see her seh... sigh... Then after that slacked around then went to drink with Farleeq. Now abit tipsy. hahaha. Frankly speaking.. I've fallen in love with her. Even Farleeq can tell sia. sigh. The reason i dont dare to tell her is that she's my friend. IF i were to tell her, if she doesn't feels the same. I'm afraid that i'll lose her. sigh.... How la.. Even Eefennie asked me to just tell her. How?? How am i suppose to open my mouth... sigh~~~
Hokay.. Mayhem officially opened on 6 NOV 2008!!!
Yesterday went school.. Then damn sleepy in school uh... Went home to sleep after school. Went to mac after i woke up then slacked there for like very long.. Nen came down. New stickers!!! HAHAA!!! Then Dinesh came down also. Msged Estella. Came home then went online... Thank you girl! Accompany me till now then i needa go school already. Alamak she's sick la... Dont want to see doctor!!! How la?? Alright need to go bathe then go to school. =)) Continue tonight.
TODAY...
Went school.. I HATE Mr Lee... Seriously... Time faster past... Then no need see him... hehe. After school went home then rest at home till 9pm. Then went down to mac to meet Shahrul. Then Nen came down. Then talk talk laugh laugh... Then Nen went back first... Then while walking home.. Estella replied my message. Then asked me to go over to meet her and Shi Ling. Then met her follow them go buy food for Shi Ling's mum. Went to mac again. To buy APPLE JUICE. HAHA!!! Then walked them home. Then go home. =)) Now here i am...
I stayed home the whole fucking day man!!! I'm dying!!!
Sigh.... talked to her again on the phone yesterday night... Why la why la... she have to come back into the story... I want to slap the ADDER fella fucking BITCH!!! You want to ACT like a MAN, BEHAVE like a MAN... Bloody IDIOT... Fuck you! (WHOA not happy with what i said in the above uh?? Why?? huh?? only know how to talk back uh?? Whatelse?? Anyway, It's not about the things between you and her... It's about ME and you... I SIMPLY DONT LIKE YOU UH... Do things like a girl when you want to ACT like a man. haha.) Nothing much happened today... Damn sian no money... BORED!
TODAY!!!
Went school... Then came home... Then i slept the whole day till 9pm... Then went to meet Shahrul... Then met Adib... Then went to Shahrul's place to watch THE SIMSONS and Stomp the yard... Handphone no more money sad sia... Then went for jamming... Then met Dean, Raimi, Adi and Azhari then we talked things out la... So now we have no grudges with each other uh... I do hope KTP will stay up uhh... Dont close down la sial... Gua confirm sakit hati siol... Anyway, gua tk tau nk cakap ape... Dier dah seeing org lain... Tapi aku pn taklei cakap apa apa... Dier pn belum perumpuan aku... So sakit hati pn diam diam je uh... haha... life's like this... lucky i got my brothers with me.. hehe. they are the best man!!! =)) |