Hokay......................................................

Morning went school. Presentation changed to thur morning. So can relax abit now. Came home rest i was damn tired sia. Watched friends finally at Season 3 Episode 11. From evening watch till 10pm then went to buy cigg. Slacked at mac for awhile then came home. Saw Estella just now. Sigh.

Last time after she took care of me after the accident, whenever i go drink whenever i'm with other girls in pubs i'll feel damn guilty uh. Whatever i did wrong i'll feel guilty. After she took care of me that night, she drifted away from me. I was so sad. The reason that i dare not to tell her is that, she's my friend. i'm afraid of, if i tell her it doesn't goes well. It will be very awkward to see each other again. What the hell am i thinking sia...

SO NOW. I have to get over it and stand up again sia. If i were to feel down all the way. I'll just die. Hope everything will be fine for her here and there. =((