I've been thinking about my life lately...

Life's been a bitch man... Regretted my past. Now that i'm 19 this year and i've got nothing to my name.. Oh god.. I'm like freaking squeezed dry by the so called "RECESSION". I'm freaking broke.. I've been applying for many jobs.. NONE of it called back.. I'm like totally irritated!!

I've sent like more then 20 resumes and applied like more then 20 jobs online man!! NO REPLIES!! How do i live in Singapore like that?? I can't pursue my dream.. My dream is to like get hold of my licence and buy a bike. How am i suppose to fulfill it now?? Everything seems like screwed up! Fucked up.. I dont know what else to say..

IF.. Killing myself dont feel any pain.. I'll do it man... I just hope that i'll finish up NS and save up money and just MIGRATE!! Get a PR at canada.. Bring my whole family over.. Study there and get a job there..

Every second of me being in Singapore i feel fucking stressed up for this and that. Sigh...

Hate my life man.. Why am i borned like that?? Why la??

BIKE insurance 19 years old, with probational plate.. For KR.. 1800 fucking bucks... Crazy.. Third Party without any coverage.. What The Fuck??

I've been jobless like for so fucking long sia.. I can't just depend on my mum know... FUCK LA!!! I'm like damn irritated with all this shit sia... I feel like a useless bloody bastard!!! Now.. Everywhere qualification.. Why can't they just think that what if people who doesn't have a high qualifications can't get a job?? Why must they only favour towards people with degree and stuffs its like not fair la.. Now even simple job need O lvls..

Anyway.. have been doing the same thing i've been doing everyday... Sleep at this hour.. Wake up at around 8pm.. Farleeq's house.. The "i'm fat, bald and jobless" lifestyle.. FUCKED UP LIFE I HAVE!!