SIGH!!! I still can't fall asleep.. damn bored dont know what to do man!!

Why am i so concern on her calling me desperate?? Why uh?? Feeling damn weird.. I'm like NOT!!!

Okay, i might be a low life bastard.. But i'm not desperate man..

To all the high class motherfuckers out there.. I hate you!! Damn bastard son of a gun.. (This only applies to ppl who thinks they are damn freaking rich and they can do whatever fuck they one uh..)

Okay i'm freaking going crazy over here man.. Jobless.. Fat bastard am i.. Lazing around... Fucking no life... I'm so dead man.. I'm so dead.. I need a life man.. All my friends from secondary school.. My used to be clique.. I miss you guys man... I need all the fun we had man.. All stupid things that we does and all the drinkings... I miss those good old days man.. I hate my life now man to the fact that i'm like no control of anything.. What the FUCK happened to the used to be MATTHEW..

Imagine how fucked up am i now.. All my friends from secondary school just disappear one after another.. Even my closes one.. Fuck la.. Seriously.. Fuck!!!!! Soon i'll go crazy man!! I so need to go for some gigs man.. Go into the mosh pit and vent all the anger out!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!!...