I was BORED!!! hahahaha! But its rather more pain then the tragus sia.. The pain is irritating..

Hokay... Let's talk about APRIL FOOL...

I received a phone call from someone whom i really care.. Telling me she's having dengue fever. I was fucking fucking fucking worried at that point of time... I was like what the hell can i do?? Then i gave her a call. I told her i'm going down to the clinic to meet her as she said she's seeing a doctor.. Then i was leaving Farleeq's place already. She sent me a msg.. APRIL FOOL.. Whoa its funny.. She think so?? I was like fucking heartbroken know.

Imagine uh.. I cared for her so much.. I even bother to walk from Serangoon North to Hougang Ave 8. Just to see if she's okay. Then here comes april fool. To me this is not a joke uh. It hurt me like hell know. Best thing still. She's still laughing. I lied to her saying i was almost reaching there. She still can tell me "HOW I KNOW YOU WALK SO FAST LA". Whooo best!

My friends called me stupid for being so nice. Asked me to follow her to somewhere, just a phone call... I canceled EVERYTHING.. All my plans.. Just to accompany her to get her bag at bugis.. Last minute msged me and tell me.. "I dont feel like going". When she was hungry.. She was lazy to buy food... I was late for a meeting.. I went to buy what she wanted.. I went to her place to give it to her... AM I EASY TO BE MADE USE??

People called me stupid and i defy it and took it as just another comment.. I cared for her.. I got this shit again.. You know how heartpain is it?? How hurt am i?? I guess i'm just being dumb to be in love with her.. I'll never find a girl that i really want man.. I want someone to love i want someone that i can care for..

All i want to know is that WHY is she willing to take care of me when i got into an accident with mamat.. WHY?? That moment.. The moment that i'll never forget..

Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really dumb..