Haiyo!!! I got myself into a deep problem... Life's been like a bitch since yesterday night.. After me thinking why did i helped her so much... I'm really in love with her... Then i came home... I drank alone... Whoa... I msged her... What i felt... Till now there's still no replies... I feel like shit now... I'm going to lose a friend... Oh god...

In my heart i really love her... I'm willing to go on debts for her.. I'm willing to give her anything in any ways.. Somethings that i can never do.. But i'll always try my best.. Why must it be this way? Why must i be in love with her? It's really different from other girls that i've ever love.. This i did think about future.. I did think about how i'm gonna make her real happy and stuffs... I mean in long terms... I'm willing to accept her 2 daughters... Some friends call me crazy... Some say that they'll be happy for me..

i just hope that she'll ignore that msg and we can still be friends... Cos i think she'll be my best friend man.. It's like i know her somehow inside out and she knows me inside out... HAIYO!!! OH GOD!!! YOU BETTER BLESS ME MAN!!!