It had been a long time since i last felt
the love that i truthfully wanted.
I'm not as perfect as anyone else,
but i do care about you and everything about you.

I do not have a proper job to give you support
But i'm willing to give in all i can.
No matter what i'll go through,
No matter how hard it will be,
for me to give you the best...

I'm not counting out whatever i had gave you
i never ever thought of asking anything back.
I just want to see you and your family happy.
That was what i wanted,
till i went into contemplation.

I found out that i am in love with you.
I found out that i want to love you.
I found out that you're really the one that i want.
I found out that you're the one that i want to pamper.
The one that i want to cherish.
The one i want to be with.

Till a day.. That i was so lost..
I didn't know how..
I decided to tell you how i feel.
I was doubting.. What if it was just me.
In fact it was just me.. That was what you said.

But in my heart, i know, there's something.
Something that you have yet to tell me.
That is why, i'm sad and down.
It was so painful even losing you as a friend.

My friend told me, you're making use of me.
But i trusted that you're not the kind of doing this.
I was told to give up. But all i want is to know.
What is in your heart. What you're thinking.
What you're feeling.

Now that i'm so far apart with you.. This is how i feel...
I'm but a fool... A fool that is waiting for someone...
Someone that don't even bother about me...
Thinking everyday... How is she doing...
Thinking what is the fact... The fact about your feelings..

I'm nothing but a fool...



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Hokay... Many things had happened... to me la... I'm on quite a few debts... I dont have a job... How la.. Tell me... HOW??

I need to go out more often and stop thinking about her... hahaha. seriously... HAIYO!!!