Life was like shit when i didn't get into Fire Fighter... Such a bored life i have...

Have been thinking alot alot alot....

Gotta get my life straight... Gotta stop contacting with people that will never happen to be by my side...

I feel like it's all but a lie... It was just a dream... But i just can't bear to leave it just like this... I seems to be so attached to such lifestyle... Especially during that 3 months in camp... She was there THROUGH the phone for me... Now she's just so cold... I've nothing much to say man...

Gotta start disciplining myself man... Wake up early and stuff.. Going to church every sunday... HAIZZZZZ... ENJOYMENTS ARE OVER!!! =))