I've told her everything... She got pissed..

But to me i think it's for good.. But i swear it really did hurt me as well.. It was so hard for me to say all those things..

I thought i could just get over you baby, but i see that's something i just can't do, from the way you would hold me, to the sweet things you told me, i just can't find a way to let go off you...

I've been hiding all my feelings.. But i can't run away from all the facts.. It's not that i didnt care or i purposely show you that i didn't care.. I just don't know what to do.. If i were to go on like this it will just simply kill me.. Please understand how i feel.. I've never want this to happen.. Oh god, i just feel like crying again ah.. By saying things it just never be able to explain how much pain i had just to tell her how i feel..

Now i hate myself for hurting her..

But i guess all good things have to come to an end.. Nothing is sweet.. I'd rather be alone now.. Just work and work and work.. FUCK MYSELF!