I've been staying home since the day i've got caught. I've been thinking. What if i really go in and sit for smoking. Than it will be fucking stupid la. I'll start to hate everything on earth la. Haiz. I'm freaking bored!!!! I hate myself. Anyway. No one loves me. Fuck it. Haiz. FUCK LA!!!! Of all things to happen. 4th time of hsa. Fuck off. I hate the world balls. Everything is so realistic. My parents my family. Because of money we can hate each other everyday shouting here and there is this a fucking family or we're all enemies? I would rather stay out than coming home. What is this. I got everything i want but. My family is screwed up, what for? Haiz. They dont care how i feel. After i got caught. They only know how to hate me and scold me. Never understand me. Why are they like this. If they dont want me as a son. Fucking tell me la. I'll leave i swear. Fuck it la. Fuck my life! Fucked up life.




No One Loves Me!?!?!?!